Ode to Big Bear
I’m not thinking about you at all
About how we use to stay up late
telling jokes and stories. Having a blast
Not thinking about how you left and never came back
How you broke my two friend’s hearts along with my own
I don’t care that you’re gone and I don’t miss you at all
The silly way you laugh or your big warm hugs
I’ve moved on with my life and things are great.
I have new friends now and I wouldn’t have time for you anyway
But all the same, I just want you to know
There is a tiny place in my heart
next to my favorite Thai place that closed down
that seems to be just your size
if you ever decide to come back.
Diet check in
Had a Yuengling last night for dinner…..SO diet is going well.
Cutest bubbie in all the land
I could literally eat cashews and raisins ALL DAY LONG
HAMBURGERS FOR EVERYONE
I seem to be losing “weight” in my butt. It looked smaller than usual today which is bad. I say “weight” because according to my scale I haven’t actually lost any poundage.
UGH THE HUMANITY
In other news, I feel poopy. Might be caffeine withdrawal as I haven’t had any coffee today. BIG mistake but I forgot.
I DONT WANNA DO ANYTHINGGGGGG
Losing weight is really hard. Not eating whatever I please is also really hard. Pizza Hut is now my nemesis. I’ve seen like 20 of those new slider commercials and now that’s all I want. A Pizza Hut slider with sausage. And then maybe a bowl of pasta… TORTELLINI. With a side of mac and cheese. extra cheese. and hotdogs cut up in it.
I should stop watching TV. I only bring it on myself.
It’s lunch time anyway…
Suddenly, Paleo
My detox plan is basically the Paleo diet minus the good stuff. So at least now I know I can go Paleo and not die (my soul maybe, but my body will live on. and on. and on).
I found a recipe for pancakes that don’t include the evil 6 (yes, that is actually the term dailburn uses). HOWEVER Maple syrup and honey are both considered sugar and therefore I will just be eating dry mush cakes.
If anybody has any bright ideas….
10 more days of my detox
Week 1- challenge complete
Only 2 more weeks of detox and three more weeks of tactical training! No weight loss yet but I feel much better, lighter, and energized. I finished 2 and a 3/4 of my cabinet doors and made dinner for the week. Turkey meatballs in homemade marinera sauce. Tastes amazing after a week of indian style chicken.
BAM being productive.
ALSO, I accidentally sent a new dress to my old address and I thought I had lost it but the new tenent actually read my note and called me to pick it up. Decent people still exist! Good weekend. I hope Monday goes easy on me.
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